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Friday, 21 May 2010

  • i like being happy for my friends when something absolutely awesome is happening in their lives. i like being excited for people, and hoping the best for them...but not at my own expense. not when my happiness is jeopardized.

    i don't know who my real friends are anymore. i'm so tired of this lonely feeling when i'm at home and i'm not invited on extravagent trips to florida or disney world. why not me?

    i am so ready to get out of baton rouge, where i can count my real friends on one hand. i need to be surrounded by better fucking people cause i'm so exhausted of wasting my time, energy, and tears on people who obviously couldn't care less about me.

Thursday, 20 May 2010

Thursday, 22 April 2010

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

  • life is about the things that shake you, rivet you more than anything; you know, what you fear the most.
    the things that make you feel old feelings, and remind you of forgotten places and scents.


    there is so much beauty in the world, even in the things i hate. there is so much beauty in the poetry project i'm procrastinating on, there is so much beauty in the freedom and independence that lies ahead of me at this time of my life. i get this overwhelming adrenaline rush just thinking about what will become of my new liberty. and i get the jitters and knots in my stomach when i think of growing up and the time flying. when i think of how i'll miss high school and the sheer moments that currently surround me. i'll miss the comfort zone. i'll miss the past 17 years, because the past 17 years of my life have been so damn unforgettable.

    moments like this, when i'm scared, and tired, and excited, and on the edge of my seat... in these moments, i cannot tell you how glad i am to be alive. i don't have the FJ cruiser i've been begging and pleading for, and i don't have the money to go to the college i'm dreaming of, but i'm on top of the world for no logical reason on an average monday night. to me, that's what life is about. average monday nights, no sleep, and an extraordinary amount of emotions. count me in.

Friday, 02 April 2010

  • it's the sun, the sound of the waves, salt in the air, wind on my back, and the world at my feet. it's the beach, it's spring break 2010, it's maddey, morgan, and i. and it's gonna be a good, good, exponentially good time.


    ///i may not understand death, you know, what happens when your heart stops beating and your body stiffens and turns cold. i don't know where your soul goes. i don't know what your body experiences. but i do understand what it means to be alive, to be at peace, one with the world. to have the best at your fingertips and the most important by your side. to be certain of the world's beauty, to be certain of the decisions you're making, to be certain of forever. i want forever.

    and this week i will find forever on a beach in pensacola, florida. i can't think of anything i'd rather.

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